인연

It has been five years since the title and the OST first stroke me
I finally watched the film just before the semester started
Every Gonggil needs his Jangsaeng to look up to
Just as every Jangsaeng is honored to look after a Gonggil

Get me out of this

I need more air

Urge

Feel like screaming at the top of my voice
Feel like bending my ring finger backwards so that it cracks
Feel like diving into the cold water and lying at the bottom
Feel like sleeping so that I can wake up whenever I want

They say that this is anxiety disorder
They say that I shall take a walk and visit friends
They say that I shall hide the razors and avoid aisle selling those in a store
They say that I shall pray

I just want to keep myself busy
so that I can take my mind away from this mess

Don't transfer your anger. Don't repeat the same mistake. - Confucius.