年年岁岁花相似，岁岁年年人不同

看了肖雪的相册
记录了七年中每个周年的足迹
颇有感伤
七年
弹指霎那间

인연

It has been five years since the title and the OST first stroke me
I finally watched the film just before the semester started
Every Gonggil needs his Jangsaeng to look up to
Just as every Jangsaeng is honored to look after a Gonggil

Get me out of this

I need more air

Urge

Feel like screaming at the top of my voice
Feel like bending my ring finger backwards so that it cracks
Feel like diving into the cold water and lying at the bottom
Feel like sleeping so that I can wake up whenever I want

They say that this is anxiety disorder
They say that I shall take a walk and visit friends
They say that I shall hide the razors and avoid aisle selling those in a store
They say that I shall pray

I just want to keep myself busy
so that I can take my mind away from this mess

Don't transfer your anger. Don't repeat the same mistake. - Confucius.

Cacophony

Did something I think is interesting this evening
Turned on all media players I have on my computer
Played all different songs at the same time
Went more crazy by opening multiple youtube video clips
All playing together
Sounded futuristic sometimes
Well I did it because a friend told me this does not work on a mac machine
The speaker got screwed up
Hard to believe as I thought it was simple superposition of sound waves
Well I have to try it out then.

Even tried to play the same song
My favorite for the time being, Departure from Kenshin
Together, but with one lagging behind another for one sec or so
That sounded terrible
Too bad that our eyes can perceive the 3D world
But our ears still process sounds only sequentially

Just need a post in June

Going to NYC with Chun to see Yolanda and Shujie tomorrow. S, GC and SR Happy birthday =)

It's over, or is it?

So here comes the last day of classes of my sophomore year
next week will be the week of finals
four more finals
one more paper
and one more project
but flying home next Friday
or maybe I don't want to go back so soon