才会发现走不到家的自己
是多么孤苦伶仃
Thursday, February 23, 2017
Tuesday, January 24, 2017
Saturday, January 21, 2017
螺旋
为什么总是潜意识的说自己是spiral downwards
或许一辈子也摆脱不了不劫持的价值观
从寒假前开始发现自己越陷越深了
自己就是那个入戏慢但是演得深的那个吗？
为此换了博客名
The Forbidden Color是禁色
曾经的禁色
是易色还是异色
懦夫
或许一辈子也摆脱不了不劫持的价值观
从寒假前开始发现自己越陷越深了
自己就是那个入戏慢但是演得深的那个吗？
为此换了博客名
The Forbidden Color是禁色
曾经的禁色
是易色还是异色
懦夫
Saturday, October 29, 2016
父亲
前两天读到鲁迅对儿子的嫌弃
大概的原因是因为让自己的儿子出生在当下的社会
对他太不幸
其实也是一种对后辈十分疼爱的表现
想想自己几次提到对子代的看法
因为厌恶小儿的啼哭
和小儿不通道理的行为
感到非常懊恼与烦躁
因此也是对于抚养小孩没有兴趣
除此之外还难免带有一丝恐惧
对自己的孩子疼爱过度
溺爱反而害了他
没有教育好
大概的原因是因为让自己的儿子出生在当下的社会
对他太不幸
其实也是一种对后辈十分疼爱的表现
想想自己几次提到对子代的看法
因为厌恶小儿的啼哭
和小儿不通道理的行为
感到非常懊恼与烦躁
因此也是对于抚养小孩没有兴趣
除此之外还难免带有一丝恐惧
对自己的孩子疼爱过度
溺爱反而害了他
没有教育好
Sunday, October 16, 2016
Friday, September 23, 2016
Agak-Agak
The concept of Cha-Bu-Duo has caught up with many foreign consumer when it comes to purchasing goods made in China, evident from the fact that the misalignment of patterns on the Chinese national flag during the Rio Olympics prompted many foreign audience and readers to find it ironical that the Chinese are now finding faults with such minor errors and unable to live with the ideal of Cha-Bu-Duo-ness.
It happened that I sent my wallet into the washing machine last night. Much to my condolence, it seemed all cards and ID's were still intact. Unfortunately the wallet itself had been completely deformed and torn apart. Here is the dilemma for me. I probably will have to find a replacement soon. Shall I pick up a "provisional" wallet for the time being and wait till I come across the "perfect" match at a reasonable price? Or shall I hunt for the ideal one immediately, albeit there may not be any deals at all. What is most likely to happen for the former is that I will keep the temporary wallet as long as it is functional and I would never garner the resolution to buy the perfect wallet.
So do I settle with the most convenient wallet I encountered? Or shall I watch out for the remote possibility?
It happened that I sent my wallet into the washing machine last night. Much to my condolence, it seemed all cards and ID's were still intact. Unfortunately the wallet itself had been completely deformed and torn apart. Here is the dilemma for me. I probably will have to find a replacement soon. Shall I pick up a "provisional" wallet for the time being and wait till I come across the "perfect" match at a reasonable price? Or shall I hunt for the ideal one immediately, albeit there may not be any deals at all. What is most likely to happen for the former is that I will keep the temporary wallet as long as it is functional and I would never garner the resolution to buy the perfect wallet.
So do I settle with the most convenient wallet I encountered? Or shall I watch out for the remote possibility?
Thursday, August 25, 2016
产出
读胡适的《介绍我的思想》
其中一篇讲到他坚持写札记的习惯
引用了一句名谚
Expression is the most effective means of appropriating impressions.
突然觉得自己看的、见的虽然不多
能写、能说得就更少了
一种产出接近为零的感觉
也萌生过要不要像x一样每天坚持一点随笔
但我自己也知道过了这三分钟也就坚持不了了
还是积攒一些碎碎念，集中在一起说罢
同样是一本书里的另一篇
引自范仲淹的《灵乌赋》，其中的
“宁鸣而死，不默而生”
以及
“忧于未形，恐于未炽”
留下了深刻的印象
不禁对范仲淹更加肃然起敬
忍不住读了读Patrick Henry的1775年独立战争爆发前的演讲
朴素而充满信念的文字
以及最后的名句
不自由毋宁死
其中一篇讲到他坚持写札记的习惯
引用了一句名谚
Expression is the most effective means of appropriating impressions.
突然觉得自己看的、见的虽然不多
能写、能说得就更少了
一种产出接近为零的感觉
也萌生过要不要像x一样每天坚持一点随笔
但我自己也知道过了这三分钟也就坚持不了了
还是积攒一些碎碎念，集中在一起说罢
同样是一本书里的另一篇
引自范仲淹的《灵乌赋》，其中的
“宁鸣而死，不默而生”
以及
“忧于未形，恐于未炽”
留下了深刻的印象
不禁对范仲淹更加肃然起敬
忍不住读了读Patrick Henry的1775年独立战争爆发前的演讲
朴素而充满信念的文字
以及最后的名句
不自由毋宁死
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